As many of you have noticed, this blog thing of mine was broken in the past couple of weeks. Obviously, it’s back now. You may ask what was wrong, but I don’t have the answer. Something about MySQL. But I fixed it. Not by knowledge and skill, but by half-randomly clicking things in control panel. Yes, blogs can be repaired with a hammer, have you ever doubt?
But having this little mental outlet and extension of my second life back is not the only change. Not only that the blog was down I really had no will to write anything about second life. I guess that comes with the age. In two years of this blog, I covered most of the things I was interested in. And more than that. When the story of new adult continent broke up, I just had to shrug and ask myself why would I care. Another world-wide drama that will pass. Sure I owe you publishing some of the posts that are still saved as drafts, and there are questions that I’d like to explore more, but you get the idea, there are not many things left that really moves me in this world.
And not only that I had any motive to write, I rarely found the inspiration to log in. It’s not the first time that I got oversaturated with the metaverse, that my tolerance to bugs and lag got very low and that, in the world with so much things to do, I had nothing to do. Like Baudelaire, I had to ask my soul, poor chilled soul, where does she wants to teleport to:
No matter where! No matter where! Anywhere out of the world!
When those moments become regular, one have to ask if the time has come to leave the place, to retire an avatar and let the human do something else. To commit SLuicide. But before any silly and dangerous moves I enjoyed my solitude and did some thinking. It’s not the time to leave, but it’s time to rearrange and change things. Unfortunately, I can’t come out with a list of what I should and will do. I tried but it seems that it will take much more to rethink whole this adventure. And I have to do that on the grid. But I’ll keep you updated.
Now, when you kept reading this far, especially all of you who did your best to make me fix this PHP thing and get back to writing, I really need a bit of your help. As you see, I’m kinda lost in my second life and blogging, so feedback, any feedback would be much appreciated. What do you like to read here, what would you like me to write about… that sort of thing. Or anything. Please. Thanks.
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